Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Dear Friend

I've been in silent for quite long, since I don't know how to deliver a proper apology to you.

My friend, never crossed my mind that I want to make a fool on you or anyone else, since that day I saw you, I knew that you are the one. Pretty strange since its not a fairy tail, not a drama on television or even a love story in a magazine, it was true.

Dear Friend, I always wish for the most perfect life for you and your future. To have a happy life, a life with no burden of feeling, especially the past. It just not for you to have that burden.

Its often for me thinking about to find you, face to face and just seeing you smile or even angry at me, for the past, but its not gonna possible as the hate already taking all part of the kindness in each of space in your heart.

Dear Friend, trust me, that you're a better person than me, much better.

Dear Friend, be happy, as I know I would be if you are........

Monday, July 1, 2013

Ding Dong Junky

I lay down on my bed and tv on with a program that I pretty much enjoy. I sit and lay again, and do that again and again and again. I'm not thinking, I'm not, at least not tonight, I was planning to close my eyes in the early hour.

Its been 3 days now, I have this sqeeze pain on my head. Its like killing me.