Friday, April 26, 2013

Where am I?

Like a quick sand, you think everything is okay, and you keep playing, and then a mistake happens, and again and again, and when you decide to quit, you can't, because you've already sink to your head, you can't move, you can't even breath.

I begin to hate myself again, I was making a mistake by taking a bad decision, but right now, I definitely don't know what to do.

Figuring out on what to do or where to go just taking a lot of my time, my life and my energy. I lost the soul to survive, I missed the air in the morning and I drawn in the mud of deepest hell.

I'm wasting all my money to make myself feel complete, feel please, and happy, but there just a hole wide open and even a dog could jump in and out everytime they play before my eyes. What kind of lesson should I taken again? what could be new experience will come to me? what will happen to me? when can I just fly away with the air I breath and swim in the water I touch.

I'm all alone, no where
I'm all alone and will be alone
I'm here but could not explain where
I'm exist but I can't see my feet step on the dirt
I'm lost.....

Thursday, April 4, 2013

I'm a warrior of Seventh War
I fight on Seven Grounds
I stand in Seven Days
I bleed for Seven Hours
I may live once, but I will die Seven Times....