Jumpin' down or Crashing Out.....

What is the meaning of life...? when the truth is finally revealed, is it any matter...? what is the matter needs in life...? so many differences depend on how the mind's working or the way in living. For some reasons, some live just break anything in order to survive, don't ask why, because it's the way instinct of the animal works, is it works...? try it yourself.
Clapping hands like cheering something good or even laughing something funny or worst laughing for something which not even good or funny. Start thinking and turn your head around, what is it...? why...? what if..? such questions that nothing can be so sure for the answers... is it true...? I thought the life will be good as we expected since we work to establish anything that can give satisfaction to ourself. But once again, somebody was right, somebody who once say that Sometime you won't get anything that you want even you have reached it with all the best you can, i hate to admit it but this someone is right, it is the law of life, dynamic.... like a wheel, sometime you'll be up and the other time you'll be down.
So, the sun is about to roll down, spread all darkness and cold in the land of dirt. In the end of the road, everybody will stop, no matter by jumpin' down or even Crashing out, they will stop. The sun will set to someone and rise for the new life. For me, hmmm.... i don't know, i'm trying to live in normal life, which one of the normal life, well, that's extremely purified, hahaha.... empty spaces....
It's like singing a good song but not for your neighbor, because they hate your song but you still sing to it..... is that against the rule...? bullshit, there's no rules on singing a song that still carry on happiness in you, but please make sure that song won't contain any words that hurt people.....
Well, guys... if you read this one and you don't understand what is the meaning of all these shit words, don't worry and don't ask me because i don't know it my self. It just whispered to me through my ear and my finger just type it like crazy... it's not words, it's a scream, cry, beg and spirit to survive........
Don't hate the player, but hate the game......