Jumpin' down or Crashing Out.....

What is the meaning of life...? when the truth is finally revealed, is it any matter...? what is the matter needs in life...? so many differences depend on how the mind's working or the way in living. For some reasons, some live just break anything in order to survive, don't ask why, because it's the way instinct of the animal works, is it works...? try it yourself.
Clapping hands like cheering something good or even laughing something funny or worst laughing for something which not even good or funny. Start thinking and turn your head around, what is it...? why...? what if..? such questions that nothing can be so sure for the answers... is it true...? I thought the life will be good as we expected since we work to establish anything that can give satisfaction to ourself. But once again, somebody was right, somebody who once say that Sometime you won't get anything that you want even you have reached it with all the best you can, i hate to admit it but this someone is right, it is the law of life, dynamic.... like a wheel, sometime you'll be up and the other time you'll be down.
So, the sun is about to roll down, spread all darkness and cold in the land of dirt. In the end of the road, everybody will stop, no matter by jumpin' down or even Crashing out, they will stop. The sun will set to someone and rise for the new life. For me, hmmm.... i don't know, i'm trying to live in normal life, which one of the normal life, well, that's extremely purified, hahaha.... empty spaces....
It's like singing a good song but not for your neighbor, because they hate your song but you still sing to it..... is that against the rule...? bullshit, there's no rules on singing a song that still carry on happiness in you, but please make sure that song won't contain any words that hurt people.....
Well, guys... if you read this one and you don't understand what is the meaning of all these shit words, don't worry and don't ask me because i don't know it my self. It just whispered to me through my ear and my finger just type it like crazy... it's not words, it's a scream, cry, beg and spirit to survive........
Don't hate the player, but hate the game......

Aurel Della Concetta

Aurel Della Concetta or often called with OLEL, it's like a child tongue on words they mentioned. Olel is nana's sister, same sire (father) and Dam (mother). Olel was sent to me on 6 March.

It was in the evening when their previous owner called me, and asked me to taking care of Olel. This guy is a friend of mine, he owns concetta kennel in Jogja. He is a nice guy and great man since he can raise many of Golden Retrievers and even breed them.

I was surprised, because i was about to add one more Golden to stay with me and the good thing was that the addition one (Olel) is still nana's sister.

Olel has this nice behavior as a bitch, not like nana, nana is getting bigger and has terrible manner and its getting worst when olel came to stay with us. Jealous and try to dominate all attention they can get, and nana is the best to do that.
Nana is trying to be an alpha dog, leader of dogs in her area. And olel is trying to be a nice little girl and still trying to get to know all new neighborhood. Olel is very close to me since the first time she was arrived. She's trying to get to know me right after i opened the kennel box. she just looked at me and then sat down with exhausted body after couple of hours flight.
With her good appetite, i don't get any problem about feeding her and olel influence nana to be like her about eat. Nana is motivated to eat much and has this new energy. This is obvious, even a person can lost their spirit when they found an empty environment.

So, now i have two dogs (bitches) live with me. these dogs is my children, they are a very loyal dogs. Well, i hope i can have a male or two also to accompany my girls here. But it will take more than i can imagine to buy a male Golden Retriever, not mentioned if the dog is from the champion kennel, hmmm it will like killing in the name of..........

And wish me luck guys, and please.... be here with me since i have this dogs, who knows you might interesting to this breed also.
Keep out of problem and stay safe in one piece........ Kiitos............

Nana (Avena Della Concetta)

Just as it wrote up there, that is what it name? Avena, and she called nana. Born 29 June 2007 at Yogyakarta, what a nice place to get birth. Somehow, currently Nana in Pekanbaru and lives with me. She's being a good dog and also friendly. Always has this strange stamina to play with plastic bottle, shoes, woods and even play run and chase. But when she gets tired or worst get bored, hmmm... Nap will be the answer or just sit in front of the fan. Make her body cool and relax.
What nana will do after breakfast...? sit out side and hold her shoe, and waiting and watching any cats might come past her face.
Freak....!!! this friend i have, she has a big body with her age that only 7 months old. I have no problem at all by keeping Nana with me, beside i can talk to her (in different language of course....!!!!) she also share some happiness, by her act, running and chasing something that we don't know what or even barking to some direction which when we saw through it, its nothing but an empty space and only wind the thing we can feel. Everyone likes nana, she's definitely friendly dog just like her master A FRIENDLY MAN...... hahahahha

Chao....

Uncle Bob always charms everyone who listen to his music, lyrics and even his style of playing and sing the music. Call for freedom, love, desire, hope and trigs some invincible spirit around the corner of big wall. Get up...stand up...stand up for your life...!!! what a provocative words, words that spelled so clearly and remain in you ears and mind. Move your body and head, get some beers and hale your cigarette, you'll fly, imagining the love when he asked you "is this love...?". I wanna love you and threat you right, like a fantastic promise, and share the shelter and room, being a soulmate in your period of life. Feel everything while you still breath, do anything while you still have chance.
Bob was the same man like others who crying for independences of life, carrying out everything he knew with lyrics and sang it loud and clear to every one in this world in his life time until now. More and more people is listening to his song. Charismatic after death, i doubt it, its the words that call to encourage, its music that shake the soul of rage.
Don't worry, about the thing, cause every little thing is going to be alright. Rise up this morning, smile with the rising sun. Welcome to the world which combine reality and cover it with most beautiful song.

So, just sing the song and let yourself free....

Bless you... and get yourself out of trouble...especially the law...

Namaste.......

2008

Hey...hey.....2008, what could be different from the past years? Dreams are still coming up with all desire to be better when to step enter the new era. But still, what does the billboard say? Come on Play, Come on Play, forget about the movement.....

get your ass up and stand with your feet and try to move harder and longer than you've ever been. Fight still carry on until the very last end of blood you have in your body, until the last memory in your mind fading with all thoughts that you will think its a concept of life. What a fool to become a better man if you just sitting around and not try to make any different on the nail right below your leg.

Land wont be wait for any farmers because heavy equipment has been set up to take care all trees in the landscape of no man.
People, move and fight for your freedom, for your rights and fight for yourself. Be an individuals, because you'll need it anyway.

It's totally bullshit when the Black Suit Men come to your door and say you'll be protected from any harm and poverty. You gotta do what you gotta do, when the wind comes to you and join their comrades with rain and then become stronger storm, you just terrified and think to survive, be that wind and make them terrified and kill all the devil on the run. You have your life and your life is yours..

Adios Amigo.....