One of the moment that you will feel happy is the moment that you feel very free on what you are or who you are. Is it light or is it going to be hard, the option will be in your hand. I learned a lot by people around me, by put eyes on what they do and what they say. But is it possible to have people understand for what is in your attention? or is it going to be better if people do know that inside your head just another rubbish which just come and go like the wind blows. I saw many monsters, in form of many manifestations and possible that some of us just turned to be one. These monsters are eating each other, one way to another they eroded a shape of life. Then the future become an advance question to be answered by all of us, what will be become after this, some how we try to ignore it because we will say "it's nothing, we aren't suppose to think about it since we don't have to". Another justification on stupidity of human being. Then here we are, still walking on the same pattern of pathetic life, the life which bring us a disaster because of our own greed. I will say, i have enough but my life is not stop here. Then i said, let's carry on, well the life still asking where i want to go from here.
To many questions to ask but little answers to find out. Search for the better form of shape for being a human. The monsters still look around while their hands are grabbing lot lots of sources of life. No haze can stop them, no fire can burn them, no sins can fear them and there will be hell can remind them.
I have a monster live inside of me, a monster that wants to go out and get free. And i will come to other thoughts in my mind to get rid of this monster and i can have my life back as i want to.